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Psychotic Conversations

CHEAPLY SHE CALLS Relaxing into false grins Being overly nice Tooting kindly Slammed against coated plywood Oh the fucking class of the place Picking yourself up dusting down Showing real potential ha Never going anywhere Smile through tears smile You poor empty soul Dance little urchin look Pretty pennies seal your fate "Cheers mate fuck you yeah, I may be away with the Fairies but I haven't lost the plot enough......" SPELLS OF ART My favourite painting Black red blue interwound Hopes shapes no's 3 Compelled implicit kindness Gratifying their own selfish desire's Savage ecstacy all the while Oh yes 3 dance alright And they dance with disdainful smiles Intruding my mind Provoking deviant thoughts Displeasure set to non- untruths Ejaculations and amused disappointment Displayed in the rythumn But oh how they dance To the tune of my life THE EX'S ODE Hazy lazy crazy days Mispent in your bed Replayed in my head Emotionally sexually rung out Then flung out Every sensation a ramification Prostituting myself for affection Never learning a lesson Staying going back Cigarette smoke cracking The cosmos Clarification on a wet curb My indigination Final realization Of what a bastard you really are I make promises I can't keep and weep See you again same time next week? A QUESTION If you could really see me and self destruct what we have got could you stand idle by and watch? Forgive me even though it would hurt? Or walk away and leave me? What would be the final straw? What would make you say no more? Passion with a stranger outside of my head? Fucking your best friend in our bed? Cunting off your mum? Deliberatley humilating you for fun? Selling off all you posess? Tell me babe what way to make me leave is best? What if I smashed up your car? Stole all the gear in our freezer? Give your "mates" the names of another dealer? Whore myself for 50 quid? Get pregnant with someones else's kid? I can think of a million ways to drive you away and none to make you stay when I love you isnt enough, what can I do? To hold onto you?

About me
I am a creative

Age: 29
I live in London W - United Kingdom 
Last online: 19/11/2008

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to meet other writers, to make new friends, to show my work, to engage in intellectual debate,